To find a new job, for me, is an unhappy and really nervous process. I can't be comfortable in unfamiliar places as well as talking to unfamiliar people. Not to mention repeatedly English tests, personality tests, and profession tests, these all made me exhausted after a day of interviews, and it is more tiring than normal work.
When I'm tired, I continuously asked myself why am I doing this. Is it make sense or is it worthily? Not only I have to be in the unfamiliar environment for the interview, but also feel anxious about the result of the interview. Later on, I will have to struggled to familiarize myself with the new job.
Everything is clear only after I really knew it. Before that, I just have to take risks to choose a company.
Thinking about the hopeless conditions in my company, again, the only way for me now is to bravely walk out, and sincerely hope there's a brighter future out there.
